Seriously thinking of not eating till I die.

I’m just really sad.

I don’t like the way he kisses. I mean. I he didn’t kiss me on the lips or anything. But in my cheek. It was like when Tyler kissed me and his flipper made a sucking sound. But he doesn’t have a flipper like Tyler, so….

I’m not having a panic attack or anything. I’ll just start breathing normally soon. Right?

I feel awkward for already rotting a little jealous.

bobweirismydad:

this is my friend Aidan. 

She is gorgeous.

This is one of her senior pictures.

Breakfast: 1 wasa cracker

2 small pieces of fruit (or half an apple)

Lunch: 1 wasa cracker

Snack: 1 serving of fuit or a serving of pineapple juice OR one serving of vegetables

Dinner:  a very small portion of whatever I eat

Desert: 1 cup of cereal, 1/2 soy milk (every other night)

Breakfast: 1/4 cup of generic life with or without soy milk and half a serving of fruit (or fruit leather)

Lunch: skip or half a serving of fruit (or fruit leather) and 5 pita chips, humus optional depending if I ate real fruit or leather

Snack: 10 pretzels 

Dinner: a very small portion of whatever I eat. Nothing high in calories.

Avoid: chips, ice cream like products, cake, cookies, etc.

I’m so fucking weak. I know I can be strong.